Post by emilee ambrose on Jan 18, 2011 0:05:29 GMT -5
EMILEE CAMILLE AMBROSE
resident. malibu.
name emilee camille ambrose
nicknames em
date of birth fifth of june
age twenty-one
occupation dog walker
relationship status single, of course.
last relationship my last relationship was with my best friend. things didnt end to well, lets just say that he turned out to be the worst thing to ever happen to me.
longest relationship my longest relationship..hmm.. about eight months. it was with a guy named xander. xander and i went to school together, we were the best of friends. we were so happy, things just, fell apart i guess. he moved to boston and is now married with three kids apparently.
first kiss haha, my first kiss was in fourth grade with bobby clark. it was a simple and pure dare. it meant nothing and i actually hate bobby clark now haha.
first time the first time. it will never hold a place in my heart. jaxon trait. jaxon and i met when we were eighteen. he was the guy that introduced me to drugs, ecstasy and pills like that. it was no suprise that i did it with him, i was on ecstasy that night. it was an accident and i regret it.
love is love is hard. love is patient. love is hidden. to me, you have to search for love, just like life it is hard to understand. i have never been in love, and quiet frankly im ok with that. love is just a silly little word that people throw around. it doesnt exist to me.
mother rosalie ambrose (nee clark), fifty two, interior designer.
father kenneth ambrose, fifty, lawyer.
sibling(s) leila ambrose, twenty five; tony ambrose, fifteen.
pet teacup, scops owl.
other important family n/a.
my family is my family history is typical. my mother and father met in highschool and fell in love. same old cliched love story. as for the rest, it gets complicated. as my parents grew older together they both took famous jobs, my mother began designing the interior for celebrities homes, and my father a famous lawyer, delt with the drama that the stars had. it was expected of my family to be famous. my sister leila followed in those steps no problem, she is now a famous lingerie model. the proud daughter of the ambrose family. my brother tony, is the sports star. although he is fourteen he already has schools looking at him for soccer. he is a freak about soccer. then there's me. im the black sheep plain and simple. my parents practically ignore me, but when i started acting out, they toughened up. i am never allowed out, and basically, im cinderella. my sister and i barely talk due to her need to always be better then me, and my brother and i are just awkward around one another. my mother and i fight all the time and my father, he is the worst. he walks around, mentions tony and leila, but never me. its like i dont exist to them. it kinda sucks really.
people say I'm quiet, reserved, and confusing.
I love digging my toes in the sand, looking at the stars, the smell of coffee, getting back massages, and getting back massages.
I loathe feeling left out, disappointing my family, crying, living at home, and any type of meat, im a vegetarian.
my addictions are tofu, ballet dancing, smiling, reading, making up scenarios in my head, that i know will never happen.
my biggest fear is my biggest fear is really actually disappointing my family. i know that they are un pleased with me, but i know that they can at least count on me to get married and have children, i am scared. im scared im going to end up alone, disappoint them, and better yet get hurt.
people don't know I once when i was high off of ecstasy, i got with a girl. and when i say got with, i mean we fucked. my parents dont know, and neither do any of my friends. the girl moved away and i swore to her i would never tell if she didnt. the second thing that no one knows, not even my sister or brother, is that my parents took turns verbally abusing me. my parents tend to go to alot of casual parties, and they come home drunk. one night, they ganged up on me calling me worthless, pathetic etc. i considered suicide that night.
lauren, eighteen, rosie huntington-whiteley(ftw!).